Play with me again.

I miss the way your eyes make me smile even when I'm sad, the way my mind is blocked when my eyes meet yours.
I miss playing with your hair , I miss your hand playing with mine , I miss us playing together.
A soft touch on my left leg, making me tremble.Your gentle breath whispering in my ear, telling me to come closer. Your lips like silk, lying on my shoulder, trying to reach me, to kiss me...
Your lips touching mine , feeling your sweet taste in my mouth...

Doare.

Da, nu am mai scris de ceva vreme...
Am vrut sa scriu dar nu prea am avut timp asa ca mare parte din ideile mele s-au irosit pe undeva prin autocar, pub-uri etc. pentru ca acolo mi-am petrecut timpul.
De ce ?
Pentru ca in sfarsit au venit belgienii si pentru ca au plecat si pentru ca de cand au plecat nu ma mai pot gandi decat la cum sa ii(il) revad la vara.
Da, au fost 5 zile perfecte, si vreau macar alte 5 zile la fel de perfecte si in vacanta, tot cu ei (el).
Si stiu ca suna patetic sau nu stiu cum dar il vreau inapoi, vreau sa vina inapoi si sa ramana pentru ca totul e mai rece fara el, totul...

Waiting for the night

Hold me tight, don't let me go. I'll tear apart , split into a hundred of moments that you had from me and you'll never see me again.

Do you really want me? Or am I just another girl, another memoire that you'll forget, that you won't miss?

Can you remember how I kiss you ,recall the sweet taste in you mouth,cause baby the memory is all you get now.

I've put all my love in a dream, cause that's what you are now.

I want to fall asleep ...

Fall.

I love your sweet taste on my mouth after biteing you, I love the flavour of your breath. I love your all, you entirely.
And this love feels like a continuous fall and I keep waiting for you to come and catch me , love me.
Cause you are the only one I want and still I know that love doesn't last forever , even tough it seems like it now.
I'll wait for you one hour, one day, one week , one month...falling from the sky waiting for you to catch me and make my dreams come true.
So catch me, oh my dearest dream, my missed part of the heart.

Je t'aime.

Come and take me to your favorite hidding place. Let's hide there forever, let's be just us together.
I'll flollow you and be yours as only I can be only for you.
Don't let me fade away in your memories , dissapear as a shadow.
I don't want you to remember me only when your dreams will reach me again.
Will you ever reach me again if I'll dissapear from your toughts now?
Will your mind keep a place for me in the future?
Just take me now with you and keep me.
Sometimes I believe I can reach you only by thinking of you and then I focus all my toughts around your image .

But you're the only exception

The only exception in my life that could never disappear as vanished by my clumsy thoughts.

You're simply too normal for me, but this means I'm not as normal as I should be.
You can't understand me, because my imperfect perfection drives you mad and I adore your way of being stressed by me.
Bite your lips in lack of me. And I can feel that sweet pain through you to me. Come and make me want to go away from you, cause you're getting on my nerves so pleasurable, so enchanting. I hate you and I want you to remain forever in my heart, doesn't matter in what way, if by heatred or by love.
If I have to hate you to make you stay for eternity in my thoughts, then I'll hate you as powerful as I can.

By her. (Inna)

Drawning.

Ca sa nu zici ca scriu "on demand" uite inca una.

Te visez in culori tot mai inchise, toata caldura amintirii venind de la tine. Daca nu te-as avea in vise atunci unde te-as avea?! Aici nu.

Ba da aici. Aici in mine.Aici adanc. Aici acum.Esti al meu nu-i asa?!

Si ma inec in vise tot mai reci si goale unde te strang in brate ca sa nu te pierd, unde ma innec in valuri de uitare din care ma salvezi uneori prea tarziu. Dar esti tot langa mine si tot tu ma trezesti, ma adormi...

Si tot absenta ta ma apasa si ma ineaca.

Dream.

Vrei sa scriu?! Uite ca scriu.
Azi vreau sa te fac sa taci, sa ma lasi sa fac ce vreau , sa ma inconjor de ganduri negative pana la punctul unde in disperarea mea sa fiu capabila sa ma sinucid.In acel moment sa iti intinzi bratele spre mine , sa imi cuprinzi fata inlacrimata in palmele tale reci si sa-mi vindeci ranile privindu-ma calm apoi cu patima, sclipirile ochilor tai facandu-ma sa ma pierd...
Iti simt deja buzele incalzindu-ma, respiratia ta aprinzandu-mi corpul, atingerea lor trezindu-ma din cosmar, prezenta ta aducandu-ma la realitate.